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Sigh.

I don’t even want to live anymore.

The only desire or thing that keeps me going is my dream to work at RoosterTeeth.

Nothing makes me happy anymore. Music, hanging out with friends, movies, and even RoosterTeeth and Achievement Hunter stuff can’t help me.

So, if I can’t be happy or find something that can make me happy, I will make people happy and smile.

I want to help people laugh and smile. Make their days more enjoyable. It’s all I got. Everything is gone.

Playing music isn’t enjoyable neither is listening to music.

Hanging out with Bryan, Wetzel, Sam, Paul and everyone. I have fun but I’m never happy.

I use to love movies. I would love to watch movies. Now, I’ll watch 5 minutes and just turn it off.

The thing that brought me the most joy and made life much MUCH more enjoyable; RoosterTeeth and Achievement Hunter. I just can’t. I haven’t watched anything from AH in three months. The only thing from RoosterTeeth I watch are the podcasts. And, I don’t even laugh at them anymore.

Nothing is going right for me. I just keep fucking up everything. I shouldn’t even be breathing and speaking but I fuck up everything. Literally everything.

I will work at RoosterTeeth dammit. I want (need) to work there so I can make people laugh, smile and be happy.

That goal sums up my life.

" Make people laugh, smile, and be happy. "

The only reason I’m even posting about this is so I can clear my mind on everything.

Sigh..

Last full moon on a “Friday the 13” till 2049. So, it’s big deal. Kinda. #space #moon #2049 #fridaythe13th

Last full moon on a “Friday the 13” till 2049. So, it’s big deal. Kinda. #space #moon #2049 #fridaythe13th

If I had a better camera… 
#space #moon #stargazing

If I had a better camera…
#space #moon #stargazing

#sunset

#sunset

Lake #summer

Lake #summer

From yesterday before the parade

From yesterday before the parade

nhude:

so frikin adorable

nhude:

so frikin adorable

why do drugs when you can do me

brokenunderstars:

No one ever said babies weren’t cute. 

Seal, Fawn, Owl, Pigglet, Fox-pup, Sloth, Polar bear cub, Bunny and dolphin. (young babies)